The first day was the hardest the second was even worse the days that follow i became numb. Nothing but sleepless nights with out him. Never in my life had i ever had to deal with losing a love one. Death was never far. He would always say Death would come for him. But I refused to give up on the man that i love and soon after my encouragement faith and love began to run through his veins and he started to have faith and believe. we almost won and beat this disease that many people are painfully living with daily. but the years of neglect of this disorder took a deadly toll on major organs in a split second my dear sylvester was called by the heavens above and gone from this world. He was at peace finally he felt no more pain and the disease that took over his body was gone. He was free, my love didnt die alone he had me by his side.
Following the death of the love of my life depression consumed me and alchohol comforted me. All i could do is ask why has this happend to us. we had so many plans so many dreams and now all i have is memories. Feeling so week angry and helpless i didnt know what to do with myself. How do i go from being with the man that i love every day who was also my best friend for the last 3 yrs , to not being able to hear his voice see him or touch him im feeling lost without him....
one day while i was at home and didnt know what to do with myself after going through hundreds of photos of sylvester i decided to open up my own online boutique. yea it was random but i had nothing but time on my hands. so its in the making launch date is officially 3/30/13 so if your following my bloggs and following my life just watch and see Akoko Boutique coming to you soon....
Always, in th elove and memory of my husband
sylvester sanichar
